• 1:17 PM, Sunday, January 10, 2010
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I wish to earn alot of money, so i can bring my mum n sis to go oversea and get stuff that they want. I seldom talk abt my family and i hate to mention abt it. All of us are being selfish, self protected and inconsiderate ppl. In this family, we have to be independent, able to think and have to hide what ever you can hide. Cos no body believes one another. The trusted the believe that a family should hv. There is no moral and support and fateful. This is a Family which is call ''Family''. We all dnt have!!!!!! We know we care for each other, but only we can express the feeling out. Is like everyone in the family have their own individual life. I run away from the reality, them, situation and story. I nvr have believe of both of my parents. We did not treasure it and as time goes by everyone hate to b at hme and also din want to open the mouth n talk to each other abt our stuffs. If only my sis grow older, she will able to b like me n my bro. I can only says all of us have our own thinking and ways of doing. 3 of us have different character. Tolerate in the family is one of the biggest thing we have to do, even we r unhappy the things that mum did. The quarrel they create the shit that we tk... We still have to tolerate.. cos when both of them started their rubbish they nvr consider 3 of us the feeling. To them this is a pc of shit that we have to tk n listen. We will sure pay back to both of us for bring me to this family... We used to have a happy life and time.. BUT NO LONGER anymore. 3 of us just wanna run away from each other.
All of us have a feeling of insecure that builds in our feeling.
I understand how mei feels, cos i come across at her age now.. i become like tt i think partly is becos i lack of their concern. Used b alone at hme all times, when no one call hme and ask how m i, being lack, cos tt time mei mei jus now n something happen to my small uncle. no one concern me.. So when mei mei is out.. i jus dnt like her and i always act to let my parents paid attention on me.. But the more i did the more scolding i get! So the present me.. i hide, i running away and rely on bf..
No one to b blame.. Cos human r selfish.. Thanks for being my parents and i have a nice family this life..
I used to love my family but no i hestitated to the question..?
-=lin=-
PS: Hope i can have a better life so i can give my sis n mum happy.. able to bring them to eat, play and oversea..
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